a little about me

Thinking off: Today.
Listening to: I Follow You - Triggerfinger.
Mood: Happy.
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Today was a lovely day (: I went on a ‘shopping spree’ with my friend, yet we didn’t buy much. She bought two pairs of Vans and I bought a nice ring! My parents and sister went to a wedding, they wanted me to come along but I didn’t want to because I had no idea who all the people were. Besides that, I was having a lunch with my friend. 

After that, I had a barbeque with her and her family, and it was so nice! The weather was simply beautiful and I had a very good time today, maybe I should make some homework tomorrow though. I don’t even know if I have much homework to do, but okay.. I’ll get through it. 

With love, M.

Posted 1 week ago

Thinking off: Dancing.
Listening to: Take Care - Rihanna ft. Drake.
Mood: Lazy.
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I was planning on going to the village today. I saw some really nice shoes which I defenitely want and I also need a new bag and a pair of jeans. I’ve asked almost all my friends but they weren’t home or didn’t have time or money, the people I didn’t ask were the people from which I knew they were unavailable to go to the village with me. Now, I’m stuck here, making my homework, cleaning my room and meanwhile listening to some music so I won’t get bored afterall. Maybe I’ll go to the village tomorrow with a friend, as long as those shoes are still available (:

I’m planning on making my own choreography. I don’t have a song yet, but I want it to be a song which I can relate to and put my emotion in it. I hope that I can find a proper song, though I have some ideas already (:

I hope you all will enjoy your day!
With Love, M. 

Posted 1 week ago

Thinking about: My friend who is in her exams.
Listening to: Stronger - Kelly Clarkson.
Mood: Happy.
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It’s Wednesday and for me, the weekend has started! Cheers to the freakin’ weekend. I’m so glad that I don’t have to go to school tomorrow and Friday. And from  now, things are going fast. After my extra long weekend, I have another week school, then I have the Monday off and the week after that I have the Friday ‘off’ since I’ll be taking an FCE Exam (: I just got all the important papers and information and I realise that things are getting serious (and closer) right now.

This evening, I have a workshop Hiphop and then I can actually enjoy my weekend. I might go over to a friend tonight, she is in the middle of her exams and tomorrow she has a day off, so I want to visit her tonight and maybe sleep over aswell (: I hope that she will pass all her exams because it means a lot to her. I won’t be taking my schoolexams for another three year, I have time. =D

Enjoy your day!
With love, M. 

Posted 1 week ago

Thinking off: Mothersday.
Listening to: Drunk - Ed Sheeran.
Mood: Relieved.
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Thank God, it’s finally weekend. Yet, my first day of weekend is already over. I’ve been spending it quite well though. I slept over at a friend’s house and went home in the morning/afternoon. Too bad, I cut my hand with a knife and my friend said that it looked like I was going to faint any minute. Luckily I didn’t! The cut isn’t very deep though, so there was no actual problem.

Once home, my parents started nagging and whining that I had to go upstairs and clean my room, do my homework, do a lot of things in and around the house and so on. I didn’t spent any minute on my homework today, but maybe I’ll do that later on, when I feel like doing homework. My bedroom is now clean though, as long as you have a nice playlist it is okay to clean your bedroom without getting grumpy. And I did a few things in and around the house. I took a hike with my dogs, helped cleaning the livingroom and eventually prepared my mother’s bed.

Tomorrow is Mothersday in the Netherlands. I bought her five dvd’s for only fifteen euros, which isn’t much at all. One dvd was free though. My sister bought her a huge box of chocolates, so I’m sure that she will enjoy her gifts. 

Enjoy your evening, sweethearts.

With Love, M.

Posted 2 weeks ago

Thinking off: Tomorrow after school.
Listening to: My Skin - Natalie Merchant.
Mood: Mixed.
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Again, I’m tired. The last couple of nights, I hadn’t slept very well and every morning I wake up, looking like a zombie. It takes a hard time to keep my eyes open during the day, and I’m so happy whenever I’ve made it home. I don’t know why I’m so tired, I go to bed on time and wake up on time, which means that I had a good amount of sleep. Yet, I still am very tired and I really don’t like it.

Luckily, I wasn’t in school for so long. The subjects I had were very tiring and they seemed to take hours in my opinion. Eventually, I got home and dropped down on the couch. I didn’t have much homework either.

Despite my tiring day, I still had to go to a dance workshop. Modern. I knew what to expect though and luckily it wasn’t so tiring in the end. I really liked the workshop. You’re in connection with the earth and your body all the time and it feels so relaxing to do Modern. I definitly want to do it more, and I’m sure that I will. The music we dance on feels relaxing and very soft in some kind of way -I know, it sounds strange- but it’s true anyway. I hope to get a course in Modern dancing (:

With Love, M.

Posted 2 weeks ago

Thinking about: Sleeping.
Listening to: Foster The People - Pumped Up Kicks.
Mood: Tired and grumpy.

I’ve never been so tired before, really I’m about to fall asleep behind my laptop. I didn’t have much sleep tonight, I didn’t fell asleep before 00:30 and because school started again I woke up at 6:45. And I was so tired! My mom and sister started fighting which didn’t made my day better and better. I went to school and to bad, I had school untill 16:00.

I also got my grade for maths, and I didn’t pass the test, eventhough I had a great feeling about it. I have to pass the next test, because there might be a chance that I won’t pass this year if I have a failing grade on my list. 

I went home and worked on a chemistry-report, together with a friend of mine. And God, it took ages before we finally managed to have it all finished and perfectly printed and such. Now, I have to make English and then I’m taking an extra long shower. Because I can and because I actually deserved one after this day.

I hope that tomorrow will be a bit more relaxed, otherwise I’m going to collapse, for sure.

With love, M. 

Posted 3 weeks ago

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Thinking of: The Second World War.
Listening to: Shelter - Birdy.
Mood: Lazy. 

I am very tired at the moment. I’ve been working for school all day long. I stood up pretty early and went downstairs for breakfast, where I came to the conclusing that I had an additional lesson in maths. I don’t find it a huge problem though, it helps me very much and since I take these extra lessons, I notice myself making some progress in maths. Eventhough I don’t see the point in the whole freaking math. I don’t think that I’m ever going to use sine and cosinus -or whatever it’s called-. I’m not interested in finding a job which contains of a lot of math, but it is necessarry.. 
Anyway, I had my breakfast; some toast and a cup of tea, and went upstairs again to do some homework. I started with Philosophy of Life, I have to make an essay about sports and how important it is to me and my life. I got this weird questions like; “Would you choose for sports or school?” and “Do you care if your team doesn’t win, and what does it do to you?”. Well, I answered them anyway, albeit the fact that I’m not related to these questions at all. I dance three times in a week, but I don’t really play a team sport, except during PE at school. But that is different, right? In PE it’s a game for fun, in real life it’s an actual game which may get you higher or something. I don’t know much about these sort of things.

So, after finishing that essay, I went on to the next one. Chemistry. This essay is about a practicum we did in class. A friend and I have to write out the conclusion and the answers to different questions. My friend is pretty interested in chemistry, while I’m not. I’m whining all the time when the lesson is finally over and five minutes seem like five hours to me. She just laughs at me and keeps saying: “You really hate this, don’t you?” And I just confirm that. I’ll work on chemistry tomorrow again.

I also have a geography report which is about China’s future. I find it very interesting, so this one didn’t take very long.

After my additional lesson in maths for almost two hours, I could finally lay back and spent some time on the computer. Of course, I had to help my mum since she is in a wheelchair, but I finally had some time to do nothing and listen to my favourite music (:

And today we also celebrate the liberty of the Netherlands in the Second World War, something I find very interesting aswell. It was celebrated by different festivals and I like that. I think that it is something which should be remembered, eventhough is a long time ago. It still matters to the people who have experienced it and are still among us. Like my grandparents. My father has over fifty books about the Second World War and I’ve read several of them. I gave my dad another book for his birthday and he is really happy with it. If he had finished it, I am definitly going to read it aswell.

I hope you all had/have a great day!
With love, M. 

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